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Sawal : mein soutelay pan ka bachpan se shuka rahon.
Yani maa ki maamta se mahroom raha. Jaisay tise pal kar jawan ho gaya. Metric taq
taleem sirf apni Liaqat ki binaa par haasil ki. Gharelo bud sulooki ki wajah se
bahar nikla to aik private service mil gayi. Jis se meri zindagi ke kuch saal
par sukoon guzray kyunkay thankhowa maqool millti thi lekin 1971 hamza ke
aakhir mein dukhi aur mazloom bhaiyon ka dard le kar uth khara sun-hwa. Jis ka
sabab meri Sabiqa gharelo zindagi hi thi. Is kaam mein mera zameer bohat
mutmaen raha lekin be los koi bhi kaam kya jaye to is mein nibaah bohat mushkil
hota hai. Lehaza chaar saal baad service taq se haath dho betha. Phir udhaar
waghera le kar arab chala gaya. Wahan bhi qismat ne sath nah diya aur aik saal
baad taqreeban kore ka kora wapas lout aaya. Wapas anay ke baad aik rickshaw
qiston par le liya. Jis ka kabhi haadsa kabhi fani kharabi, kabhi mein khud
bemaar... do dhayee saal ke baad asaab Jawab day gay. To usay bhi onay pauney beech diya. Aur
rupay karzzzz khuwahon ko ada kar diye. Phir bhi kayi hazaar ka karzzzz sir par
raha. Aik saal mara mara phirnay ke baad taqreeban aik mah se pauney chaar so
rupay mahwar par aik private service mili hai jab ke kkhuda ne do bachon se bhi
Nawaz rakha hai. Jab apne biwi bachon ke mustaqbil ka khayaal aata hai to khud
kashi jaisay haraam feal taq ke mutaliq sochnay par majaboor ho jata hon. Kabhi
kabhar zehan mein bohat bura khayaal aata hai ke jab se shadi ki hai un dinon
se ziyada nakamian hi dekh raha hon. Kahin shadi hi manhoos nah ho. Kkhuda ke
liye mujhe jeeney ke qabil banaiye. Sab se bara masla ba izzat rozgaar ka hai. Mein
apne liye nah sahi biwi bachon ke liye to kuch kar sakun.
Jawab : aap Fajar ki ada namaz ke
baad so martaba ya Wahab parh kar dua kya karen. Is wazifay ko nawway din taq
jari rakhen. Insha Allah aap ko zehni sukoon naseeb ho jaye ga.
