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shuru kya kuch din baad mein ne mehsoos kya ke wazifa parhte waqt
mere jism mein sansani si dornay lagti hai. Pehlay pehal mein ne is par koi
tavajja nah di lekin baad mein yeh kefiyat barh gayi. Aik din mehsoos kya ke
douran vird mera jism hua mein urr raha hai. Goya is mein wazan nahi hai. Mein ne
ghabra kar qareeb rakhi hui maiz ka sahara liya.
Isi waqt meri kefiyat bahaal ho gayi. Raat ko jab mein sonay ke liye leyta to
yun mehsoos hua jaisay khawab aik rail ki terhan nigahon ke samnay se guzar
rahay hain. Mein raat bhar nah jaane kya kya daikhta rehta. Pahar, darya,
baagaat aur aasmani manazair aik din letey letey yun jhatka laga jaisay bijli
ka shaaq lag jata hai. Dimagh sun ho kar reh gaya is ke baad raat ko yun
mehsoos hota jaisay koi mere kamray ke bahar chehal qadmi kar raha ho. Mein qadmon
ki chaap wazeh santa tha. Baithy baithy lagta ke koi pusht ki taraf se guzar
gaya hai. Dekhnay par koi nazar nah aata. Aik din wazifa parhte parhte ajeeb o
ghareeb shakalain nazar anay lagen. Un shaklon ko dekh kar mein dar gaya aur
wazifa parhna band kar diya. Agarchay ab un kaifiyat o tajarbaat ki shiddat
mein kami aa gayi hai. Lekin ab bhi kabhi kabhi nnat naye tajarbaat aur
mehsosaat ho jatay hain. Aap se is maamla mein rahnumai ka taalib hon.
Jawab : aap ne jo wazifa parha
tha is ki rajat ho gayi thi. Wazifa ki rajat ka matlab la shaori kaifiyat ka
shaoor mein aa jana hai. Yeh bohat اچھاہوا
ke aap ne wazifa ka vird tark kar diya warna agar musalsal vird jari rakha jata
to kisi barray nuqsaan ka sabab ban sakta tha. Isi liye kaha jata hai ke koi
wazifa kisi aisay ustaad ki nigrani aur ijazat ke baghair nahi parhna chahiye
jo vaqata vzayf ka Amel ho. Aap ko chahiye ke mazeed kisi wazifay ko nah
parheen.
