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Sawal : ehsas kamtarri din badan
apni jarrain gehri karta ja raha hai. Aur mein andar se roz burrows khokhli
hoti ja rahi hon. Hadd yeh hai ke mein kisi se nazar mila kar baat nahi kar
sakti kyunkay jab koi ghar mein se ya Aziz rishta daar ya mohalla daar koi bhi
mujh se mamooli si baat bhi kere to mujhe foran yeh ehsas hota hai ke is ke
samnay mera wujood kitna haqeer aur kam tar hai. Mein bohat lagar aur kamzor si
hon. Abhi kahin mera mukhatib kahin mujh se yeh nah pooch le ke tum din badan
kamzor kyun ho rahi ho. Yeh tamam baatein mere dimagh mein aik second ke andar
yakke baad deegray aati hain aur mere dimagh mein aik ajeeb sa chakkar aata hai
aur mein apne mukhatib ki baat ka Jawab nahi day paati. Khuwa mera mukhatib koi bhi
ho...... Koi meri hum Umar larki ho, koi paros ki aurat ho, koi yeh pooch le ke
aaj kya pakao gi ya kya kaam kar rahi ho. Mere dimagh mein wohi chakkar aata
hai aur dil zor zor se dhadakne lagta hai. Mein is marz mein is qader grfta ray
hon ya is marz ke punjay mein is buri terhan jkrhi hui hon ke subah se shaam
taq mere dimagh mein yahi ehsas rehta hai ke mein kitni kam tar aur haqeer hon,
badshakal hon. Mein chahti hon ke apne dimagh ki tavajja hataon magar meri
tavajja kisi terhan un khayalat se nahi htti. Yahi wajah hai ke un dimaghi
pareshaniyon ki wajah se mein din badan kamzor hoti ja rahi hon. Mujhe koi aur
bemari nahi hai. Lekin yeh har waqt ki dimaghi pareshani deemak ban kar mujhe
chaatti ja rahi hai. Mein aik baar phir aap se darkhwast karti hon ke khudawand
Quddoos aur payarey nabi ke sadqy aur tamam avlyaye karaam ke sadqy mein mujhe
koi aisa wazifa tajweez kar dijiye jis se mujhe koi faida ho.
Jawab : : اقرا باسم رب الذی خلق poori surah parh kar Fajar
ki namaz ke baad aur esha ki namaz ke baad pani par dam kar ke pi liya karen.Chalees
roz raat ko sotay waqt kamray mein roshni nah ho, andheray mein soya karen. Din
mein bhi ghar ke tamam kamon se farigh honay ke baad koshish karen ke andheray
mein rahen. Aap ke liye har waqt masroof rehna nihayat mufeed aur kamyaab ilaaj
hai. Buzurgon ke halaat par mabni qisson par kitabon ka mutalea kijiyej.
