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Sawal : do saal qabal mere zehan mein kuch ajeeb
qisam ke khayalat atay they maslan mere qareeb jab koi aisay buzurag baithy
hotay jin ka mein be hadd ehtram karta hon to un ke baray mein mujhe achanak
khayaal aata ke mein inhen thapar maar dun aur phir mein sochta ke buzurag ke
mutaliq mujhe yeh khayaal aaya hai. Un se to mein mohabbat karta hon. Aakhir yeh
khayaal kyun zehan mein atay hain. Hazrat yeh yaqeen karen ke mein is uljan
mein girftar ho chuka tha ke kahin mujh se yeh bud ikhlaqi sarzad nah ho jaye. Aakhir-kaar
yeh silsila domah guzarnay ke baad khatam ho gaya aur Allah taala ke fazl o
karam se woh khayalat mere zehan se nikal gay lekin abhi chand roz qabal phir
se wohi shikayat mehsoos kar raha hon. Mein Allah ke fazl vkrm se namaz bhi
parhta hon aur apne bhaiyon ko naik kaam ki Talqeen bhi karta hon aur khud bhi
hatta almaqdoor buray kamon se bachney ki koshish karta hon. Allah ke fazl o
karam se log mujhe izzat ki nigahon se dekhte hain. Is liye kabhi kabhar
pareshan ho jata hon ke aakhir aisay khayalat mere zehan mein kyun atay hain. Mein
un tamam khayalat ko shaytani waswasa samjhta hon aur kabhi sochta hon ke ho
sakta hai koi dosra shakhs mujh par jaadoo waghera kar ke meri izzat ko khatam
karna chahta ho ya koi mujhe tally pithi ke zariye tang kar raha ho.
Jawab : har namaz ke baad aik so
martaba astaghfar parh kar apne oopar dam kar liya karen aur raat ko sotay waqt
das minute taq aasman dekha karen.
