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Sawal : kuch arsa pehlay mein ne
aik sahib ke betaye hue wazifa ka vird shuru kya kuch din baad mein ne mehsoos
kya ke wazifa parhte waqt mere jism mein sansani si dornay lagti hai. Pehlay pehal
mein ne is par koi tavajja nah di lekin baad mein yeh kefiyat barh gayi. Aik din
mehsoos kya ke douran vird mera jism hua mein urr raha hai. Goya is mein wazan
nahi hai. Mein ne ghabra kar qareeb rakhi hui maiz ka sahara liya.
Isi waqt meri kefiyat bahaal ho gayi. Raat ko jab mein sonay ke liye leyta to
yun mehsoos hua jaisay khawab aik rail ki terhan nigahon ke samnay se guzar
rahay hain. Mein raat bhar nah jaane kya kya daikhta rehta. Pahar, darya,
baagaat aur aasmani manazair aik din letey letey yun jhatka laga jaisay bijli
ka shaaq lag jata hai. Dimagh sun ho kar reh gaya is ke baad raat ko yun
mehsoos hota jaisay koi mere kamray ke bahar chehal qadmi kar raha ho. Mein qadmon
ki chaap wazeh santa tha. Baithy baithy lagta ke koi pusht ki taraf se guzar
gaya hai. Dekhnay par koi nazar nah aata. Aik din wazifa parhte parhte ajeeb o
ghareeb shakalain nazar anay lagen. Un shaklon ko dekh kar mein dar gaya aur
wazifa parhna band kar diya.
Agarchay ab un kaifiyat o tajarbaat ki shiddat mein kami aa gayi
hai. Lekin ab bhi kabhi kabhi nnat naye tajarbaat aur mehsosaat ho jatay hain.
Aap se is maamla mein rahnumai ka taalib hon.
Jawab : aap ne jo wazifa parha
tha is ki rajat ho gayi thi. Wazifa ki rajat ka matlab la shaori kaifiyat ka
shaoor mein aa jana hai. Yeh bohat acha hua ke aap ne wazifa ka vird tark kar
diya warna agar musalsal vird jari rakha jata to kisi barray nuqsaan ka sabab
ban sakta tha. Isi liye kaha jata hai ke koi wazifa kisi aisay ustaad ki
nigrani aur ijazat ke baghair nahi parhna chahiye jo vaqata vzayf ka Amel ho. Aap
ko chahiye ke mazeed kisi wazifay ko nah parheen.
