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Sawal : mein apni jaan khatam
karne ke Dur pay hon agar aap ne bhi mayoos kya to mujhe koi nahi bacha sakta. Mein
bachpan hi se ehsas mehroomi ka shikaar hon. Thori si daant par ro parta hon. Kisi
ko mujh se pyar nahi hai. Khobsorat hon nah hi mere chehray par koi ronaqe hai.
Dubla patla sa larka hon, koi mujh se seedhay mun baat taq nahi karta. Har waqt
log mujh par tanz ke zahreeley teer chillate hain.
Aap khud andaza kar len ke is waqt meri kya haalat hoti ho gi
kamzor dekh kar har koi larna shuru kar deta hai. Agar koi ghar mein maheman
aeye to mein sharmaa kar dosray kamray mein chala jata hon. Agar koi maheman
larki baat kere to bhi sharmaa jata hon. Is liye har koi mujh se bhagta hai. Kisi
larki se majaboori ki haalat mein baat karta hon to zabaan sath nahi deti,
larakharaane lagti hai. Is waqt meri haalat dekhnay ki hoti hai. Bohat ilaaj
karaya magar koi faida nahi sun-hwa. Mujhe apna mustaqbil tareek nazar aa raha
hai. Umar 23یا 24 saal hai lekin lagta
hai ke mein das baara saal ka hon. Ghar mein har waqt larai jhagra rehta hai.
Jawab : raat ko sonay se pehlay
awwal o aakhir gayarah gayarah baar duroood shareef ke sath 100 baar اللّٰہ لا الہ الا ھو
الحی القیوم parh kar bistar mein late jayen. Ankhen band kar len aur gulaabii
rang roshni ka muraqba karte karte so jayen. Subah nehar mun aur raat ko wazifa
parhnay se pehlay umdah qisam ki aik do khjorin khayen. Yeh amal teen mah taq bilanagah karen. Har jumaraat ko shaam ke waqt do rupay
khairaat karen.
