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Raat Bhar Roti Hon

Sawal   : yeh dekh kar aur parh kar khusi hoti hai ke aaj bhi duniya mein kuch aisay log baati hain jin ke paas aisa ilm mojood hai jo is madah parasti ke daur mein bhi aulaad aadam ko masail se nijaat dlwa satke hain. Pareshan zehnon ko agar sukoon nahi hai to sukoon haasil karne ka tareeqa bta dete hain. Kkhuda aap ke ilm mein taraqqi ataa farmaiye. Aur pareshan insanon ko pareshaniyon se nijaat day, ameeen. Masla yeh hai ke mein bohat bhatki hui hon. Zehan har waqt shadeed uljhao mein rehta hai. Har baat ka manfi pehlu pehlay sochti hon, misbet pehlu par shazo nadir hi nazar padtee hai. Intahi ghair mustaqil mizaaj hon. Un tamam buraiee ke ehsas ke bawajood apni aadato ko sanwarnay mein nakaam rehti hon. Maazi par nazar daalti hon to andaza hota hai ke bachpan hi se ziddi chirchiri aur ehsas mehroomi ka shikaar rahi hon. Bachpan mein walidain ko itni fursat nah mil saki ke woh un buri aadato ki wajah maloom kar saken Albata yeh zaroor hua ke mujhe bad tameez aur laraka keh kar baqi behan bhaiyon ko mujh se alehda rehne ko kaha gaya nah tum is ke sath khelo ge nah is se larai ho gi. Is tareeqay ne mujh se tamam behan bhaiyon ko rafta rafta daur aur mujhe tanha kardiya. Mein sab behan bhaiyon mein barri hon.

Joon joon hosh snbhalti gayi isi qader ehsas mehroomi barhta gaya aur zehni dabao ki mustaqil mariza banti gayi. Taleem sath sath jari rahi go ke muashi masla shadeed raha. Magar kkhuda ke fazl o karam se jaisay tise grijoyshn achay nmbron se kar hi liya. Meri gharelo shakhsiyat ghar se bahar wali shakhsiyat se yaksar mukhtalif hai. Ghar mein hadd se ziyada zehni dabao rehta hai. Tanhai pasand ho gayi hon. Ghar walon se rabita rehta hai aur nah woh log mujh se talluq rakhtay hain. Yeh tareeqa car to bachpan se hi hai. Albata ab mein agar koshish bhi karti hon ke bachpan ki talkh kalami khatam kar ke un ke sath mil jaoon magar nakaam rehti hon. Kyunkay un ki taraf se koi acha ta-assur nahi milta. Jabkay ghar se bahar aik intahi khush ikhlaq aur purkashish shakhsiyat ki maalik hon. Mere milnay walon ka halqa khaasa wasee hai. Kuch arsa sahaafat se kamyaab talluq raha. Mukhtalif samaji tanzeemon se wabsta rahi. Mere milnay walon mein parhay likhay har Umar se talluq rakhnay walay log shaamil hain.

Jin ke paas baith kar aadmi kuch seekhta sakta hai. Herat ki baat yeh hai ke mere milnay walay aisay log kaafi tadaad mein hain aur apne barray se barray raaz apni pareshaaniya taq mujhe bta dete hain jabkay khud mein aaj taq kabhi kisi ko apna dukh apni pareshani nahi bta saki. Mere milnay walay jo nah sirf mujh se achay balkay ilm mein bohat barray hain aksar apni pareshani mein mujh se mahswara mangte hain. Lekin mein khud aaj taq nah apne aap ko koi mahswara day saki nah apne masail ka hal talaash kar saki. Pichlle aik saal se to mera zehni uljhao is qader barh gaya ke soch soch kar aankhon ke gird halqay parney lagey hain. Neend ki golian khanay ke bawajood neend nahi aati. Raat bhar roti rehti hon. Kkhuda taala se dua karti hon ke parvar-digaar is zehni karb se nijaat day. Mere gunaaho ko bakhash jis terhan yeh dukh mujhe hai kisi larki ko nah dena. Meri koi aisi dost nahi jis ko apna dukh suna sakun. Kisi ke sath baith kar kuch der baat kar sakun.


Jawab  : aap ka masla yeh hai ke koi masla nahi hai. Albata aap khud apne masail ki daldal mein utar gayi hain. Nihayat aasaan hal hai ke makhlooq ko Aziz karen aur logon ke kaam ayen. Woh kaam shuru kar den jo Allah karta hai. Samnay ki baat hai ke Allah nah khata hai aur nah Allah ko pyaas lagti hai. Allah ko neend bhi nahi aati. Magar is ke bawajood Allah apni makhlooq ke liye har qisam ke wasail muyassar karta hai. Aur makhlooq ki kisi baat ki parwah nahi karta. Makhlooq Allah ke wujood se inkaar kere. Makhlooq Allah ke betaye hue qanoon par amal nah kere is ki ibadat kere ya nah kere. Allah kisi ke oopar zindagi ke wasail pani, hua aur rizaq band nahi karta aur makhlooq se koi tawaqqa bhi nahi rakhta. Aap bhi tawaqqa qaim kiye baghair apni istetat aur salahiyat ke mutabiq Allah ki makhlooq ki khidmat karen. Zindagi aap ke samnay raqs kere gi aur aap khush rahen gi.

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