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Sawal : jis baat se mein bohat
tang hon woh mera paragandah zehan hai. Mein islam ke usoolon ki bohat paband
thi. Aaj se teen saal pehlay jab meri Umar pandrah saal thi, raat ke waqt
ibadat kya karti thi. Aahista aahista Allah taala ke baray mein mujhe ajeeb o
ghareeb khayalat anay lagey ( kkhuda mujhe maaf kere ). Mein sochti hon ke
Allah mard hai aur mein aurat hon aur sochte sochte nah jany kahan poanch jati
hon. Mujhe to likhte hue bhi sharam aati hai. Mein ne kayi baar khud kashi ke
mutaliq socha magar phir khayaal aaya ke mujhe apne khayalat par qaboo nahi
hai. Is ka ilaaj karwana chahiye. Is ke ilawa mujhe apni walida se bhi nafrat
hai. Un ki taraf se mera dil mela ho chuka hai. Dil har waqt bujha bujha rehta
hai. Kisi cheez mein dil nahi lagta. Mein apni zindagi behtar banana chahti
hon. Khudaaraa mujhe koi hal bataiye. Mein ne aap ko apna samajh kar yeh sab
kuch likha hai. Walida sahibaa se nafrat karne ki wajah yeh hai ke un ki Umar
chalees saal hai, das saal se bewa hain, is ke bawajood jab koi mard un se
muskura kar baat karta hai to woh samjhti hain ke woh un ke oopar aashiq ho
gaya hai. Maa ke is ravayye se mujhe barri kofat hoti hai.
Jawab : aqeedah jab kharab ho
jata hai to ensaan ke dimagh mein aisay was wasay aur khayalat anay lagtay
hain. Jin mein kkhuda, rasool aur mazhab se bezari be ikhtiyaari hoti hai. Aqeday
ki kharabi aur zameer ki malamat se nazar nah anay wala aik mutaffan phora is
ke batin mein peda ho jata hai jis ki wajah se woh itna be chain rehta hai ke
is ki misaal barri se barri bemari mein bhi nahi millti. Allah taala hum sab ko
apne hifz o Amaan mein rakhay. Is takleef da kefiyat se nijaat panay ke liye
kore ya dhullay hue khdr ya lthe ka aik karta silwaya jaye. Yeh karta saaray
jism par aik aik balisht zayed ho aur takhnon taq neecha ho. Aasteenein bhi aik
aik balisht khuli hui hon.Kisi aisay kamray mein jahan andhera ho ( andhera nah
ho to kar liya jaye ) yeh karta pehan kar pandrah minute tehaliye aur teheltay
waqt
الحمدللّٰہ رب العالمینoالرحمن الرحیمoمالک یوم الدین o
Parhti rahiye. Pandrah minute ke baad andheray mein karta utaar kar
teh kar ke isi kamray mein kisi mehfooz jagah par rakh den. Jab taq aqeedah
durust nah ho is waqt taq yeh amal kya jaye. Sirf andhera shart hai.
