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Sawal : Mein aik majaboor aur be kis aurat hon. 1963 se 1980 ho gaya magar meri pareshani daur nahi hui. Baara saal se
walidain se judda hon. Phophi ne apne paas rakha. Kuch din to phophi mere sath
theek rahen. Phir phopha aur phophi ne zulm karne mein kami nah ki. Phophi ne
meri shadi aik aisay shakhs se kar di jo bachpan se hi bud-zaat tha. Shadi ko
abhi kal chaar hi roz hue they. Is ne mere oopar sakhti shuru kar di. Is waqt
meri Umar sirf 13 saal thi. Mein apne naseeb par aaj taq ro rahi hon. Mera shohar
zaeef alamr hai jo munshi ki hesiyat se kaam karta hai jo kuch milta hai woh
nasha mein khatam kar ke ghar chala aata hai. Mein tution parha kar aur silai waghera
kar ke guzara karti hon. Mere aath bachay hain. Sab se bara larka khalandrey
qisam ke doston ki sohbat nahi chhorta. Bzahir koi bemari nazar nahi aati magar
jab koi kaam karta hai to bemaar par jata hai. Bukhaar itna taiz hota hai ke
pandrah din kaam par nahi jata. Har waqt ghar mein udaas rehta hai ya doston ke
sath ghoom phir kar waqt barbaad karta hai. Baa-mushkil saat class taq parha
hai. Mein chahti hon ke kam se kam metric kar le to mustaqbil sanwar jaye ga. Sochta
bohat hai magar kuch kar nahi sakta. Chhota larka bars ke marz mein mubtala
hai. Silai karte karte meri seedhi aankhh mein jala aa gaya hai. Ulti aankhh
ziyada kaam nahi karti. Ulti taraf dimagh aur peeth mein dard rehta hai. Baaz dafaa
dimaghi pareshani se doray parte lagtay hain. Apne par qaboo nahi raha. Hichki bndh
jati hai. Har raat mere shohar afiyoon ke nashay mein behosh rehtay hain. Subah
tauba karte hain. Shaam ko phir apni dagar par chal kharray hotay hain. Hum aik
aik saal taq nahi mlitay. Sunthee hon ke yeh gunah hai. Nikah toot jata hai. Mein
kya karoon jab shohar ko hi hosh nahi to biwi kya kar sakti hai. Allah jaanta
hai ke hum log aisi zindagi guzaar rahay hain ke deen ke hain aur nah duniya ke.
Jawab : Bohat ziyada geherai mein
ja kar halaat ka tajzia karne se dimagh ki screen par jo film display ( display
) hui hai. Is ke krdaron mein aik bara kirdaar yeh hai ke aap ke waalid sahib
se danista aur na danista logon ki haq talfi hui hai woh zaroor kisi aik
mehakma mein mulazim rahay hain, jahan logon ki dil aazari karna aik mashgala
ban jata hai. Kisi baap ke is kirdaar ki wajah se aulaad ke oopar badbakhti ke
baadal chhaa jatay hain. Yahan yeh aitraaz ho sakta hai ke baap ki ghaltion ka
khmyazh aulaad kyun bardasht kere. Is ka Jawab yeh hai ke jab aulaad baap ya maa ke virsa se
faida athati hai to baap ya maa ke ghalat tarz fikar ka nuqsaan hona bhi ain
insaaf par mabni hain.
Aap ka khat parh kar bohat ranj sun-hwa. Allah taala aap ko un kharab halaat se
rstgari day.
Rohani ilaaj yeh hai :
بسم
اللّٰہ الرحمٰن الرحیم
یَا
وَدُوْدُ یَا وَدُوْدُ یَا وَدُوْدُ
اَللّٰہُ
لَااِلٰہَ اِلَّا ھُوَالْحَیُّ الْقُیُّوْمُoلَااِلٰہَ
اِلَّا اَنْتَ سُبْحَانَکَ اِنِّی کُنْتُ مِنَ الظَّالِمِیْنَoقُلْ ھُوَاللّٰہۃ اَحَدُٗoیُحِبُّوْ نَھَمْ کَحُبِّ اللّٰہِ
وَالَّذِیْنَ اٰمَنُوْ اَشَدُّ حَبًّا لِلّٰہِo
esha ke badayk so aik martaba parh kar hathon par dam karen aur
haath teen baar chehray par phair len. Yeh amal nawway din taq jari rakhen. Naghe
ke din shumaar kar ke baad ko poooray kar len.
