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Sawal   : mein soutelay pan ka bachpan se shuka rahon. Yani maa ki maamta se mahroom raha. Jaisay tise pal kar jawan ho gaya. Metric taq taleem sirf apni Liaqat ki binaa par haasil ki. Gharelo bud sulooki ki wajah se bahar nikla to aik private service mil gayi. Jis se meri zindagi ke kuch saal par sukoon guzray kyunkay thankhowa maqool millti thi lekin 1971 hamza ke aakhir mein dukhi aur mazloom bhaiyon ka dard le kar uth khara sun-hwa. Jis ka sabab meri Sabiqa gharelo zindagi hi thi. Is kaam mein mera zameer bohat mutmaen raha lekin be los koi bhi kaam kya jaye to is mein nibaah bohat mushkil hota hai. Lehaza chaar saal baad service taq se haath dho betha. Phir udhaar waghera le kar arab chala gaya. Wahan bhi qismat ne sath nah diya aur aik saal baad taqreeban kore ka kora wapas lout aaya. Wapas anay ke baad aik rickshaw qiston par le liya. Jis ka kabhi haadsa kabhi fani kharabi, kabhi mein khud bemaar... do dhayee saal ke baad asaab Jawab  day gay. To usay bhi onay pauney beech diya. Aur rupay karzzzz khuwahon ko ada kar diye. Phir bhi kayi hazaar ka karzzzz sir par raha. Aik saal mara mara phirnay ke baad taqreeban aik mah se pauney chaar so rupay mahwar par aik private service mili hai jab ke kkhuda ne do bachon se bhi Nawaz rakha hai. Jab apne biwi bachon ke mustaqbil ka khayaal aata hai to khud kashi jaisay haraam feal taq ke mutaliq sochnay par majaboor ho jata hon. Kabhi kabhar zehan mein bohat bura khayaal aata hai ke jab se shadi ki hai un dinon se ziyada nakamian hi dekh raha hon. Kahin shadi hi manhoos nah ho. Kkhuda ke liye mujhe jeeney ke qabil banaiye. Sab se bara masla ba izzat rozgaar ka hai. Mein apne liye nah sahi biwi bachon ke liye to kuch kar sakun.


Jawab  : aap Fajar ki ada namaz ke baad so martaba ya Wahab parh kar dua kya karen. Is wazifay ko nawway din taq jari rakhen. Insha Allah aap ko zehni sukoon naseeb ho jaye ga.

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