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Sawal : mein aik majaboor aur be
kis aurat hon. 1963 hamza se 1980 hamza ho gaya magar meri pareshani daur nahi
hui. Baara saal se walidain se judda hon. Phophi ne apne paas rakha. Kuch din
to phophi mere sath theek rahen. Phir phopha aur phophi ne zulm karne mein kami
nah ki. Phophi ne meri shadi aik aisay shakhs se kar di jo bachpan se hi
bud-zaat tha. Shadi ko abhi kal chaar hi roz hue they. Is ne mere oopar sakhti
shuru kar di. Is waqt meri Umar sirf 13 saal thi. Mein apne naseeb par aaj taq
ro rahi hon. Mera shohar zaeef alamr hai jo munshi ki hesiyat se kaam karta hai
jo kuch milta hai woh nasha mein khatam kar ke ghar chala aata hai. Mein tution
parha kar aur silai waghera kar ke guzara karti hon. Mere aath bachay hain. Sab
se bara larka khalandrey qisam ke doston ki sohbat nahi chhorta. Bzahir koi
bemari nazar nahi aati magar jab koi kaam karta hai to bemaar par jata hai. Bukhaar
itna taiz hota hai ke pandrah din kaam par nahi jata. Har waqt ghar mein udaas
rehta hai ya doston ke sath ghoom phir kar waqt barbaad karta hai. Baa-mushkil
saat class taq parha hai. Mein chahti hon ke kam se kam metric kar le to
mustaqbil sanwar jaye ga. Sochta bohat hai magar kuch kar nahi sakta. Chhota larka
bars ke marz mein mubtala hai. Silai karte karte meri seedhi aankhh mein jala
aa gaya hai. Ulti aankhh ziyada kaam nahi karti. Ulti taraf dimagh aur peeth
mein dard rehta hai. Baaz dafaa dimaghi pareshani se doray parte lagtay hain. Apne
par qaboo nahi raha. Hichki bndh jati hai. Har raat mere shohar afiyoon ke
nashay mein behosh rehtay hain. Subah tauba karte hain. Shaam ko phir apni
dagar par chal kharray hotay hain. Hum aik aik saal taq nahi mlitay. Sunthee hon
ke yeh gunah hai. Nikah toot jata hai. Mein kya karoon jab shohar ko hi hosh
nahi to biwi kya kar sakti hai. Allah jaanta hai ke hum log aisi zindagi guzaar
rahay hain ke deen ke hain aur nah duniya ke.
Jawab : bohat ziyada geherai mein
ja kar halaat ka tajzia karne se dimagh ki screen par jo film display ( display
) hui hai. Is ke krdaron mein aik bara kirdaar yeh hai ke aap ke waalid sahib
se danista aur na danista logon ki haq talfi hui hai woh zaroor kisi aik
mehakma mein mulazim rahay hain, jahan logon ki dil aazari karna aik mashgala
ban jata hai. Kisi baap ke is kirdaar ki wajah se aulaad ke oopar badbakhti ke
baadal chhaa jatay hain. Yahan yeh aitraaz ho sakta hai ke baap ki ghaltion ka
khmyazh aulaad kyun bardasht kere. Is ka Jawab yeh hai ke jab aulaad baap ya maa ke virsa se
faida athati hai to baap ya maa ke ghalat tarz fikar ka nuqsaan hona bhi ain
insaaf par mabni hain.
Aap ka khat parh kar bohat ranj sun-hwa. Allah taala aap ko un kharab halaat se
rstgari day.
Rohani ilaaj yeh hai :
بسم
اللّٰہ الرحمٰن الرحیم
یَا
وَدُوْدُ یَا وَدُوْدُ یَا وَدُوْدُ
اَللّٰہُ
لَااِلٰہَ اِلَّا ھُوَالْحَیُّ الْقُیُّوْمُoلَااِلٰہَ
اِلَّا اَنْتَ سُبْحَانَکَ اِنِّی کُنْتُ مِنَ الظَّالِمِیْنَoقُلْ
ھُوَاللّٰہۃ اَحَدُٗoیُحِبُّوْ
نَھَمْ کَحُبِّ اللّٰہِ وَالَّذِیْنَ اٰمَنُوْ اَشَدُّ حَبًّا لِلّٰہِo
esha ke badayk so aik martaba parh kar hathon par dam karen aur
haath teen baar chehray par phair len. Yeh amal nawway din taq jari rakhen. Naghe
ke din shumaar kar ke baad ko poooray kar len.
