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Zanani Aawaz

Sawal   : mein larka to hon lekin meri aawaz bilkul larkiyon jaisi patli, bareek aur halki hai. Mein ziyada taiz bol hi nahi sakta. Jitna taiz bolnay ki koshish karta hon aawaz itni hi halaq mein ataaq jati hai aur agar nikalti bhi hai to larkiyon ki terhan bareek hoti hai. Sab rishta daar aur dost mujhe filmi glokaraon ke naam se bulatay hain. Noor Jehan aur naheed Akhtar se meri aawaz milatay hain. Do chaar logon mein baith kar baatein nahi kar sakta. Is wajah se mein ziyada tar ghar par para rehta hon. Aur shadeed ehsas kamtri ka shikaar ho gaya hon. Har woh larka jis ki aawaz mardon jaisi ho mujhe apne aap se buland lagta hai. Aur mein apne aap ko is se kamtar samjhta hon. Isi liye college mein dakhla nahi liya kyunkay shool mein hi sab larkoon ki aawaz badal gayi thi lekin mein aik badnaseeb tha jis ki aawaz wohi rahi. Doctoron ko bhi mein ne apna halaq dekhaya lekin koi faida nahi sun-hwa. Ab kabhi do aawazian nikalti hain. Aik bareek aur aik zara mouti. Woh bhi halaq ka poora zor laganay se jis se halaq dikhne lagta hai. Is ke ilawa mujh se aik barri ghalti yeh hui ke mein deomalai kahaaniyon par mushtamil digest parh kar mein behak gaya aur mein ne apne aap ko zaya karna shuru kar diya. Yani mein apni mardana qowat zaya karne laga lekin kuch hi dinon mein ne is buri aadat se tauba kar li.


Jawab  : aik khulay mun ka kora ghara lijiye. Subah saweray uth kar is waqt jab sab ghar walay so rahay hon chhat par ya kisi makhsoos kamray mein aur gharrey ke andar mun daal kar dono haath gharrey ke kinaroon par is terhan rakh len ke chehray ka aadha hissa hathon ke andar aa jaye aur buland aawaz se surah rehman ki talawat karen. Surah rehman agar yaad nah ho to hifz kar len. Koi barri surah nahi hai. Aasani se yaad ho jaye gi. Jab taq aap ki aawaz ki niswaniat khatam nah ho yeh amal jari rakhen.

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