Topics
Sarokaad, lala rukhsaar, ghazaal chasham, ghuncha dahan, kitabi
chehra, suraahi gardan, baal aisay jaisay chandi ke taar, maai sahibaa har waqt
ghhoomti phurti rehti theen. Un ka mamool tha ke kabhi kisi ke ghar chali
gayeen aur kabhi kisi ke ghar. Jis ke ghar jati theen is ke ghar kher o barket
ho jati thi log un ki bohat izzat karte they aur koshish karte they ke woh
ziyada din un ke ghar maheman thareen. Aik din muattar muattar kharaman
kharaman maai sahibaa tashreef layein. Kamray mein qadam rakha to jahmka key
hua aur aankhon ke samnay qous o quzah ke rang bikhar gaye, maai sahibaa ne
makhmoor nigahon se mujhe dekha aur bolein :
'' Beta! Tujhy dekhnay ki tamanna thi so poori ho gayi.' '
Herat zada aankhon aur khoye hue dimagh se mein ne poocha kon hain
aap aur kahan se aayi hain? Aap ka naam kya hai ?
Malkoti tabassum ke sath goya huien mere do naam hain aik naam
mafrooza aur fiction hai aur dosra naam mafrooza aur fiction ki ulat hai. Mein
ne naam ki tareef aisi kabhi nahi suni thi herat aur astajab se poocha :
'' Kya naam bhi ghair haqeeqi hotay hain? Naam to pehchan ka zareya
hai.' '
Maai sahibaa ajeeb andaaz mein khala mein ghoortay hue bolein :
'' Beta tumhara naam kab rakha gaya tha ?' '
Mein ne moudbana jawab diya.' ' jab mein peda hua tha.' '
Hanstay hue kaha.' ' tum wohi ho jo peda hue they? Kya tumhara aik
aik uzoo badal nahi gaya? Kya tum pngorhe se zameen par aa kar dan danatay nahi
phirtay? Jab tum peda hue to kya tumahray haath itnay hi barray they jitne ab
hain? Aur apne qad kaath ke baray mein tumhari kya raye hai ?' '
Khaft aur nedamat ke sath mein khamosh ho gaya. Tajassus ne
majaboor kya to phir poocha.' ' aap kon hain ?' '
Kehnay lagen.' ' mere do wujood hain aik wujood par har lamha mout
warid rehti hai jis lamhay mout warid hoti hai is lamha aik aur wujood tashkeel
pajata hai. Mera yeh wujood lamha bah lamha mout aur lamha bah lamha hayaat
hai, mera dosra wujood woh hai jis par lamhaat, ghantay, din aur mah o saal
assar andaaz nahi hotay, nah to woh peda hota hai aur nah woh mrta hai.
Maai sahibaa ki zabani asaraar o ramooz ki yeh batain sun kar zehan
mein khayaal aaya ke yeh koi buri aalam fazil aurat hain. Dimagh mein jaisay hi
yeh khayaal warid hua maai sahibaa bolein :
'' Nahi beta nahi. Mein aalam fazil nahi hon. Mujhe to khat bhi
likhna nahi aata, haan mein Khwaja Ghareeb Nawaz ki dasi zaroor hon.' '
'' Aap Khwaja Ghareeb Nawaz ki dasi hain. Aap ka qiyam kahan hai ?'
'
Farmaya :
'' Qiyam maqam se hota hai, mere do maqam hain aik maqam time aur
space mein band hai mein isi maqam mein khud ko paband aur muqeed mehsoos karti
hon, chand mil agar safar karna parre to wasail ki mohtaji hai, mera dosra
maqam woh hai jahan mein wasail ki mohtaaj nahi hon, wasail mere paband hain.'
'
Qiyam aur maqam ki yeh fikar angaiz guftagu sun kar meri kefiyat
aisi ho gayi jaisay kisi saath sala kisaan ke samnay atomi formula bayan kya ja
raha ho. Maai sahibaa ne jab dekha ke mein nervous ho gaya hon to do qadam agay
barheen aur shafqat se mere sir par haath phera, abhi un kashfkat bhara haath
mere sir par hi tha ke bachon ne shore macha diya. Dadi aa gayeen. Dadi aa
gayeen. Dadi ne bhi apne masoom potay aur potyon ko kaleje se laga liya aur
dheron duayen den.
Barri beti ne gilaay mein haath daal kar kaha. Dadi kuch apni
zindagi ke baray mein bitayen? Maai sahibaa kuch der ke liye khamosh ho gayeen.
nakoun se ansoo behnay lagey aur unhon ne apni aap beete is terhan
bayan ki.
'' Mera naam jiyaatee tha, umar ho gi kuch chodan saal. Maa baap ne
phairay karwa diye, abhi dulhan ke khawab poooray bhi nah hue they ke patti
roth gaya, sasural walon ne mujhe satti karne ke mashwaray shuru kar diye. Mere
kaanon mein bhanak par gayi. Mein ghp andheri raat mein sasural se maikay
pohanchi. Mataa jee ne mujhe seenay se lagaya, lekin mera baap mazhabi aadmi
tha is ne is terhan ghar aana pasand nahi kya. Jab teen pehar raat dhal gayi to
maa ne mujhe pichlle darwazay se bahar kardiya. Mein daurti rahi daurti rahi
yahan taq ke ufaq se sooraj namodaar hua. Darakhton ke aik jhund mein din bhar
pari roti rahi sisakti rahi aur apne muqaddar ko kosti rahi. Sooraj ne jaisay
hi raat ke parday mein apna chehra chupaya mein manzil ka taayun kiye baghair
phir dornay lagi. Lholhan peeron se naheef o nizar jism aur khushk halaq ke
sath nahi maloom kis terhan Khwaja Ghareeb Nawaz ke darbaar mein ja pohanchi. Dar
aur khauf ka ghalba ha antaat ke mazaar
ke andar ja kar mein ne andar se kunddi laga li aur khwaja sahib ki lahad se
lapat kar late gayi. Sukoon mila. Lagta tha ke mein do chaar saal ki bachi hon
aur khwaja ghareeb ki qabar maa ki goad hai. Idhar mein suroor ki kefiyat mein
sarshar thi, bahar kohram mach gaya, koi dewaani andar ghis gayi hai, log
chikhte rahay, chillatay rahay, darwaaza pitte rahay magar mein sukoon ki waadi
mein thi mujh par koi assar nahi hua. Bil akhir mein ne darwaaza khol diya aur wahan
jharoo dainay ki khidmat mein maamoor kar di gayi. Pakistan bana to apni hi
jaisi aik aurat par aashiq ho gayi aur is khatoon ke sath pakistan aa gayi.
Choti beti ne poocha dadi amma hamaray ghar ka pata aap ko kis ne
bataya hai ?
Maai sahibaa ne bohat zor ka qehqa lagaya aur farmaya :
'' Beti! Jis bande ko apne asal maalik ka pata mil jata hai is ke
liye koi pata, koi thikana, koi maqam dhondhna mushkil nahi hota.' '
Subhan Allah kya saeed din tha ke poooray din anwaar ki barish
barasti rahi, dar o diwaar se roshniyan phoot’ti rahen, aisa samaa tha ke jis
ko sirf mehsoos kya ja sakta hai, bayan nahi kiya ja sakta. Raat ko rukhsat
hotay waqt mein ne maai sahibaa ki qadam bosi ki un ke naram aur jhaag se
mulaem hathon ko chooma. Aankhon se chuva aur be qarar dil ke sath kaha :
'' Maai sahibaa koi nasiyaat karen.' '
Maai sahibaa aik dam aasman ki taraf dekhnay lagen is terhan ke
palkon ka irtiaash ruk gaya, thelooun ki harkat sakit ho gayi, lagta tha ke
zehan o dimagh dono kisi nadeedah nuqtay par markooz hain. Hum sab ne khud amma
ke istaghraaq aur tajallii se maamoor chehray ko taktey rahay. Aik buland aawaz
goonji :
'' Beta !' '
Angisht shahadat khuli haath aasman ki taraf buland hua aur zabaan
se yeh alfaaz niklay.
'' Rab raazi, sab raazi.' '
* Rab Raazi Sab Raazi.
* wujood lamha bah lamha mout aur lamha bah lamha hayaat hai.
* har lamha, har aan mout warid rehti hai. Jis lamhay mout warid
hoti hai isi lamhay aik naya wujood tashkeel pa jata hai.
* jis bande ko apne asal maalik ka pata chal jata hai wasail is ke
paband ho jatay hain.
* murshid se talabb karte rehna chahiye, jab taq bacha rota nahi
maa doodh nahi pilaatii.
* kisi ko dost keh diya to dosti har haal mein nibhao.
* murshid ka darwaaza mazbooti ke sath pakar lau.
* jis ka murshid nahi is ka aitbaar nahi.
* murshid jo kahe woh karo murshid ki naqal nah karo.
Bemay sjadeh rangeen kin kaart paiir maghaan kooyaad
Ke salk be khabar nah bood zarah o rasam manzlaha
