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Aik
roz Huzoor Qalandar Baba Aulia ki khidmat mein arz kya' ' huzoor! Kya aap ko
namaz mein maza mein aata hai ?' ' Farmaya :' ' haan !' ' Mein ne arz kya,' '
mujhe tou kabhi yeh pata nah chala ke mein kya kar raha hon. Bohat koshish
karta hon ke khayalat aik nuqta par markooz ho jaien magar zara si der ke liye
kamyabi hoti hai aur phir zehan bhatak jata hai.' ' Farmaya,' ' mein aik
tarkeeb batata hon. Is se zehni mrkzit haasil hojaye gi.' '
Huzoor baba jee ne mujhe sajda ki haalat mein unglio ki makhsoos harkat Talqeen
farmai aur farmaya ke yeh amal sirf esha ki namaz mein aakhri rak-at ke aakhri
sajda mein karna .
Mein ne tahajud ke baad witaroon ki aakhri rak-at ke aakhri sajda mein yeh amal
kya to waqai meri prishan khayaali dhuwan ban kar urr gayi. Mein ne Fajar ki namaz
mein bhi is amal ko dohraya aur phir Zahar , asar aur maghrib aur esha aur tahajud
mein bhi yeh amal karta raha. Mein yeh bhool gaya ke sirf aik waqt yeh amal
karna hai. Tahajud ki aakhri rak-at ke aakhri sajda mein jab mein ne yeh amal
kya to sajda ki haalat mein mehsoos huwa ke mere dayen aur baen koi khara hai
lekin mein khauf zada honay ke bawajood yeh amal dohrataa gaya aur sajda
zaroorat se ziyada taweel hogaya. Ab dar ke maaray mera dam ghatney laga aur
mein jaldi jaldi namaz khatam karkay palang par jaa leta .
Yeh is zamane ka waqea hai jab mere ghareeb khanaay mein bijli nahi thi. Ho ka aalam tha
aur mahol ke sannaate mein gidaron ki aawaz ke siwa aur koi aawaz sunai nahi
day rahi thi. Mere ghar ke aas paas koi makaan bhi nahi tha aur jo makaan they
woh kaafi faaslay par they. Lamp bhi bujha huwa tha. Ghabrahat mein diya silai
bhi nahi mili. Ittafaq se mein poooray ghar mein akela tha aur dar ke maaray
halaq mein kantay par rahay they. Jaisay tise palang par letey letey aayat al
kursi parhna shuru kar di. Lekin aayat al kursi ke vird se dehshat aur ziyada
barh gayi. Aur dil ki harkat band hoti hui maloom honay lagi. Phir aik dam dil
ki harkat taiz hogayi. Aisa mehsoos ho raha tha ke dil seenah ki deewar toar
kar bahar nikal aeye ga. Mein ne ab qul hُo Allah shareef
parhna shuru kardiya. Jaisay hi qul hu Allah shareef khatam hui mera jism oopar
utney laga aur uthte uthte chhat se ja laga. Mein ne haath laga kar dekha ke
yeh waqai chhat hai ya mein koi khawab dekh raha hon. Haath se chhokr dekha to
vaqata mein chhat se laga hua tha .
Mujhe yeh khauf huwa ke ab mein neechay garon ga aur haddi pasli nah bhi tooti
to bheja zaroor bahar aajay ga. Isi waqt mein ne dekha ke do haath taizi se
meri gardan ki taraf aeye. Aik haath ne mere dil ko sanbhala aur aik haath ne
mera mun band kardiya. Mujh par is nadeedah haath ki is qader dehshat taari hui
ke mein be hosh hogaya. Subah ke waqt se pehlay mein ne khawab mein dekha ke
mere dada hazrat molana khalil Ahmed anbeauty, hazrat abbu Al Fayz Qalandar Ali
soherwerdi, hazrat Sheikh Abdul Qadar jilani aur huzoor Qalandar baba aulia,
makaan ke sehan mein ghabraye hue kharray hain aur Huzoor Qalandar Baba Aulia be
chain idher se udhar tahel rahay hain aur frmarhe hain .
'' Yeh kya hogaya ?' ' Phir zor se farmaya jaisay kisi se keh rahay hon,' ' is
ko har haal mein zindah rehna hai.' '
Subah ko jb mein utha to mere jism ka aik aik uzoo dukh raha tha. Shaam taq
qadray qarar aaya aur mein Huzoor Qalandar Baba Aulia ki khidmat mein haazir huwa
.
Farmaya' ' tum ne mere kehnay ke khilaaf amal karkay sab ko pareshan kardiya.
Allah ne fazl farmaya nahi to kaam tamam hogaya tha.' '
Tazkira Qalandar Baba Aulia R.A
KHWAJA SHAMS-UD-DEEN AZEEMI
Aisa
ensaan jis ke deedaa aitbaar aur chasham haqeeqat ke samnay har shye ki shayeeyat
utth gayi ho aur woh muratib wujood ko samajh kar un mein urooj karta rahay,
yahan taq ke aalam takveen se baala qadam rakhay aur maqam wahdaniyat ke
mushahiday mein ghark reh kar ahadiyat ki tafseel mein ain wahdat ka jamal
mushahida karkay maqam wahdat ki masti aur be kaify mein gum rehtay hue martaba
ahadiyat par wapas aajay. Is ke baad apne Muratib se judda hue baghair ahadiyat
ke mushahiday mein mehv rahay. Phir insani martabay par poanch kar abodit ka
maqam haasil kere, yahan taq ke is ka urooj o nuzool aik hojaye. Juzw mein kul
aur kul mein juzw ko dekhe. Phir un tamam se mustaghni hokar herat Mahmooda
yani suroor mein rahay to is ko “Qalandar” kehte hain .
