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Neelam ki angothi

Mujhe apne baba jee qibla par itna naz tha ke shayad kisi ko ho. Jitna yeh ghulam humraaz tha, shayad koi nah ho. Lutaf o inayat ki barish jitni is aajiz o maskeen par farmatay they, woh khayaal o tasawwur aur izhaar o bayan se baala hai. Aik roz mein ne is khwahish ka izhaar kiya ke mein angothi pehnana chahta hon. Farmaya' ' bilkul theek hai. Aap angothi mein neelam pehnein.' '


Bazaar mein jab neelam ki qeemat maloom ki to woh meri istetat se bahar niklee. Rohan sa mun banakar arz kya “ huzoor! Neelam to bohat mehanga pathar hai.” huzoor baba jee khamosh hogaye. Dosray din subah aath aur no ke darmain mein frere road par ja raha tha ke naalay ke qareeb kharray hue aik faqeer ne mujhe aawaz di. Mein samgha ke koi sawali hai. Usay aik aanah day diya jaye. Jab mein qareeb pouncha to is se pehlay ke mein usay khairaat dun is ne mere haath par aik angothi rakh di. Angothi mein neelam jura huwa tha. Mein ne poocha. “yeh angothi kitney ki hai ?”


Is bandah kkhuda ne kaha “ qeemat pooch kar kya karogay? Tum is ki qeemat ada nahi kar saktay.”


Allah maaf kere, mein samgha koi fraud hai. Mein ne is se kaha ke bhai qeemat ke baghair angothi nahi lon ga. Is ne yeh sun kar jawab diya ke nahi mantay to siwa paanch rupay day do. Kyunkay mein bazaar se neelam ki qeemat maloom krchka tha is liye mere is khayaal ko mazeed taqwiyat pohanchi ke yeh aadmi koi aisa waisa hai. Mein ne kaha. “ bhai mujhe yeh angothi nahi chahiye.”


Mera yeh kehna tha ke faqeer ko jalal agaya. Nihayat darasht lehjey mein bola. “ to shak karta hai. Le angothi aur chala ja. Apne barron ko le ja kar dikha. Kal mein isi waqt yahan phir milon ga.” kaam waghera to mein sab bhool gaya. Angothi le kar huzoor baba jee ke paas aaya aur un ki khidmat babarkat mein saari roidaad sunai. Baba jee qibla ne meri is gustaakhi ko napasandeedah nazron se dekha aur farmaya.' ' yeh sacha neelam hai.' '


Ab to mere oopar barri wehshat taari hui aur mein is soch mein ghark hogaya ke woh faqeer kon hai jis ne itni qeemti angothi mujhe tohfay mein day di .
Baba jee ne mujh se farmaya.' ' kal subah bohat saweray isi jagah jaakar un buzurag ka intzaar karna aur koshish karna ke woh tumahray sath nashta karlen aur sath hi aqeedat o ehtram se Khamida hokar un ko siwa paanch rupay Nazar kar dena.' '
qissa mukhtasir mein faqeer ke betaye hue waqt se kaafi pehlay wahan jaakar un ka intzaar karne laga. Woh hanstay hue namodaar hue aur farmaya' ' khoob daant pari hai, khoob daant pari hai.' '


Mein ne maffi chahi aur siwa paanch rupay un ko Nazar kiye. Bohat khush hokar yeh Nazar sar par rakhi aur mujhe dheron duayen den. Mein ne arz kya' ' mein ne abhi taq nashta nahi kya hai. Aap ke sath nashta karne ko dil chahta hai.' '
bolay.' ' Allah tumhe khush rakhay. Yeh chaar anay lau aur meri taraf se nashta karlo.' ' tareekh, mah o saal yaad rakhnay mein mera Hafza kamzor hai. Is waqt halwa poori aik anay ki millti thi .

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Tazkira Qalandar Baba Aulia R.A

KHWAJA SHAMS-UD-DEEN AZEEMI

Aisa ensaan jis ke deedaa aitbaar aur chasham haqeeqat ke samnay har shye ki shayeeyat utth gayi ho aur woh muratib wujood ko samajh kar un mein urooj karta rahay, yahan taq ke aalam takveen se baala qadam rakhay aur maqam wahdaniyat ke mushahiday mein ghark reh kar ahadiyat ki tafseel mein ain wahdat ka jamal mushahida karkay maqam wahdat ki masti aur be kaify mein gum rehtay hue martaba ahadiyat par wapas aajay. Is ke baad apne Muratib se judda hue baghair ahadiyat ke mushahiday mein mehv rahay. Phir insani martabay par poanch kar abodit ka maqam haasil kere, yahan taq ke is ka urooj o nuzool aik hojaye. Juzw mein kul aur kul mein juzw ko dekhe. Phir un tamam se mustaghni hokar herat Mahmooda yani suroor mein rahay to is ko “Qalandar” kehte hain .